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Something I have been wondering- was it easy to turn your back on me?

Love to Hate You.

It has been nearly a dozen days since I last posted yet I still feel the same as I had Saturday.  Out of exasperation to rid myself of you (not in the whole sense, just the you that makes me sad), I feel nothing but hate.  This in itself is upsetting because it is not in my nature to hate.

Oh how I would love to hate you.

Hate.

I have so much hate in my heart right now.  This is not good.

Leaving on a Jet Plane.

I am sitting at the airport wishing it was you I was seeing. Maybe one day.

"I'm Still Standing."

Call this a declaration of self-preservation.

(but I still miss you terribly)

A Declaration of Independence- FROM YOU.

"...that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."

I am accomplishing just that- without you.  In the month that has past, I have realized I am the only one truly responsible for my happiness.  While it would be a blessing for you to be a part of this, I can say with certainty I do not need you.  Yes, I pine for you still today but I am not going to let that stand in the way of moving forward.

I still hold dear a hope this can be resolved somehow, someday.  Above everything else, I value your friendship, your counsel, and your company.  While there is no one I know who can be everything I love in a person except for you, I have many friends and family who do, collectively.

Safety in numbers.