15.6.11

Damn You.

(It is now the hardest part of my day.  The time in between being awake and falling into a fitful sleep is spent thinking about you.) 










Damn you.

Unconditional

While yesterday was not a very elegant start, it was at least a start. 

I have run the gauntlet of emotions, but the one I can say trumps them all is hurt.  Regardless, I want to write to you.  I want you to one day know what my very thoughts were on any particular day.  While you did not think me worthy of an explaination, I still deem you an exclusive patron of my thoughts in hopes one day you will reconsider- even if another twenty years must pass. 

Unconditional is just that.